It's not that I don't feel "deserving", it is that my life doesn't fit with all that. Ok. Nails. I love them. But I work production and my nails are very soft naturally and tear easily. Plus, I do manual labor, clean cages constantly (lots of pets), and any number of other jobs that would just ruin the manicure. As far as pretty clothes...where would I wear them? Walmart is about the only place I ever go that is considered "out". Imagine me wearing a nice dress mowing the lawn with dust flying everywhere! LOL!!