Felt like this needed a separate thread today. I don't know. Maybe I'm crying out for attention, but isn't that what this place is for?? It's not THAT bad though and I feel guilty when others seem to have it worse than me, but hey! this is hard for ME...

so, not sure if I'm just sad or if my mood is dropping. Probably the former. Weather today is cloudy plus more difficult is there's an online buddy of mine considering taking a break. I'd be kinda lost without this person and might not see them for a long time. This **** gets to me a lot. Half invested in someone and they leave, even some that I know less bother me, but this is someone I've known for close to a year and a half and it's one I always talk to when I visit the place. I don't have many others on that site I talk to and I'd likely disappear too if they did. *sigh