So I stopped crying over every little things at work. Today, I only cried once whereas before, I cried multiple times in a day. And I only cried in the back room today bc of rude customer. I ran to a coworker who I used to call momma and my tears immediately dried. btw, I didn't call her momma today.

When my napkins fell onto the floor, I managed not to cry. I was so glad of such progress that I told my coworker. She went, "Good job!" I didn't call her nurse today like I used to.

On both occasions my coworkers seemed to give a ****. I like it when ppl give a ****. Maybe eventually, as I slowly get back to emotional maturity, my coworkers will help get me there. I'll put in efforts too. My family don't give a damn ne more tho.