Currently, my behavior renders me undeserving of anyone being nice to me. Whoever is kind to me could potentially be a victim of me “looking up” to them. I hope that someday, that could all change. I guess I’ll start from scratch and at least not show up to work on my days off. And not hang around that person ALL the time. Nuances can be learned later. Just wondering at what age does a typical person master the whole boundaries thing?