(PS)I don’t really know why I’m writing this as I’m so “undeserving”

And as usual I feel like deleting it, who would want to read my boring “whine”

Apparently, I’m “beyond help” because I can’t take the freakin meds
(Extreme allergies)

And, maybe, I’m “beyond help” just for being me ..... (sigh)

I’ve been told by abusers (including “family” )what a terrible person I am.. and how “weak” etc I am. (Usually because of my anxiety ) Thanks a bunch.. (nobody on pc or any online person)

And I’ve made many mistakes

I wish I had never been born

There is very little or no professional “help” in this forest especially because of the Medication issue. They just LOVE those Meds

I guess I really am “useless”