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I致e been going through what is probably the worst time of my life. To sum it up, I知 dealing with the same issues I致e been dealing with for the past 5 years plus some new ones that are weighing very heavily on my mind. I知 being kinda vague here because I知 exhausted
I知 sad when I知 alone but when I知 around other people, it just sucks. I can稚 act anymore. It makes things worse for them too, cause they have to put up with me. To describe what my mind is going through right now, I知 just mad at myself for doing the same mistakes over and over again but I知 also sad that I have no one to talk to. I致e reached out to people but....
Anyway, my friends take me for granted because I知 always available and they don稚 realise how much I care.
I just need time for myself, I知 not really giving up. I need to disappear for a while and may be start fresh somewhere else. So I知 non existent on social media right now and work from home anyway
I never should have believed that I was a freak for a loner and introvert. I値l go back to suffering alone and focusing on my interests rather than being a people pleaser
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