My thoughts are now dangerous. They tell me to stop taking the pills due to the fact that they will release a deadly toxin into my body, slowly killing me. It is not a quick death, but rather a slow painful one. I am scared. They also tell me that each pill contains a tracking device and it will dissolve after 24 hours so they need me to take it to kill me slowly AND track me. My protector thoughts are telling me the only way of not being tracked is not to take the pills. I am confused. I don't know what to do. I am starting to think of self harm again (not total suicide though) on top of these dangerous thoughts. I am having visions of going back to the mental hospital and they will inject me instead of pills because I will refuse to take them. Everyone is in on the plot to kill me.
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