Do you internally roll your eyes at me when I talk about feeling suicidal? Should I tell you how close I came Friday? I feel like a broken record. I don't want you to think I'm just wanting attention. Even though you once said I needed some attention.

I saw you at the game today. I saw you wave to someone. Is it pathetic that I wish you were waving at me? Do you remember where I told you I sit? Do you wonder if I'm there when you're at the game? How many of your other clients go to games?