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I am not ok. I know this to be true. I am a self destructive mess.
Every night is a battle, a battle to not harm myself. I want to die, and at the same time I know that I can’t. I keep drinking to excess because it seems to be the “safest” option.
I just want a life where I want to live. Is that too much to ask? I’m tired of waking up wishing that I hadn’t.
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Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go.
Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down.
Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left.
Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down.
Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin
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