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Originally Posted by Kaysey
Thanks for this. I’ve never been one that likes exercise. It definitely does feel like a chore. I’m in a place where I don’t really enjoy anything, so finding something I like to do is really hard.
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Ah, good old anhedonia.
As I mentioned, I was desperate enough to try anything at the time. Obviously I don't recommend that as a planned strategy.
Sometimes lowering expectations helps with combating overwhelm and discouragement. I needed to do something. So I tried things and did the most of not what I enjoyed (wasn't happening), but what was the least unenjoyable. It felt better over time because depression messes with your head -- even when you know it's doing it.
I also tried some light meditation around the same time to try and get better at being with things I didn't necessarily enjoy. One saying I liked and found helpful was "Thinking about it is much harder than doing it." I still use that one sometimes when washing dishes.

It's easy to fall into the habit of standing there thinking "I'm going to hate this. I hate this. I'm still hating this. Isn't this over yet? 'Cause -- guess what? I hate this."

It's so much better to just start and just do it without the added unhelpful commentary.
Also, like FallDuskTrain said, a higher intensity might help if you're just not feeling it physically. Worth a try.
Well, enough rambling. Hopefully there's a helpful suggestion in here somewhere.
Good luck!