So ****ing angry at the moment i want to take it out on me right now just keep hurting myself until am no more i hate myself for **** i cant control **** that happened **** that makes me want to die am angry that am still here and that am not dead yet i keep doing this **** last monday i od'd because i couldnt handle the **** any longer i still cant handle the **** that is making me feel so bad


i want to be dead i dont want to feel this pain anymore i want to be done