A few responses resemble what mine are: God, hope for the future, animals. But I think the biggest thing keeping me alive is that I want to change. I want to see myself do accomplish this because at least I would have done something with my life. I'm not particularly skilled or talented, so I've got to do something to make myself happy with myself. Currently, I'm finding that just the thoughtof change is making me happy. I want to see myself happy. I don't think that's too much to ask.