T, last week's session was shite. pure and simple. and while you didn't help things, we were actually on completely the wrong topic and that was my fault. i'm ready to talk about you-know-what, and also not ready. but mostly ready. i think. sort of. maybe? ugh.

hopefully the email i just sent you makes more sense of it than this does. i wish i'd asked for a gentle response in case you're not feeling very gently inclined towards me after how bratty and obnoxious i was in places last week. keeping those kid parts under control can be difficult - kind of like herding cats. or.....kids