I don’t know what support you are receiving from the “services” ... (other than the usual which isn’t even an option for me ).. it’s hard or impossible for people to get better without proper support . But it can be done (DBT online etc?) Talking about it here is a good start. (sorry I’m not more help, I don’t like the way the N.S treats so many with MI )

((((((( hugs )))))))