I’m glad you finally opened up and let us in

You are doing the best you can under difficult circumstances. I’m super happy that you decided to go back on meds. Beating ourselves up for perceived failings is so prevalent with mental disorders. I’ve made myself laugh in some of my darkest hours by fantasizing that I went on line to Amazon and purchased a kicking machine so all I have to do is push a button and beat the crap out of myself.