thank you for caring... just can't get and staying grounded... i had a really hard memory come up... and it is all tangled up... i didn't cut... but it's been minute by minute... my t appointment tonight was really hard... i know he isn't going to be gone that long... i just am really fearful of it all... i just don't want to keep on like this...it's too hard... i am not saying i am going to do anything... just really tired... my t is going to call my med doc tomorrow... i will be ok...how are you doing?...lyn