I told my t today that i am starting to feel love. At first i thought i meant for him, but then i thought i meant for me, but then i thought, its really just kinda overall.

This tea thing just feels withholding. Okay, some ts are like that. Maybe thats what some people can use. But i needed more from my t.

Not his coffee. I had some once, like a quarter mug, and i was awake for two nights! But i knew i was always welcome to it, and he will sometimes take a sip of my soy cap.

Yeah, magic water my butt. No offense. If a man said that, i would question his connection with reality, but then i tend to be a sexist pig sometimes. And i just plain dont want to hear it from a woman. I guess in either case, i would be out the door, cuz how do i know there is not fungus in those rocks or whatever?

Are you trying to get blood from a stone? In t, and or IRL? DBT might help you SEE that, but not really FIX any attachment issues. Find a warm puppy t