Thanks for the update. It seems you are headed in the right direction. Wellbutrin has helped me a lot with focus and motivation. I’m glad your wife is supporting you and helping you stay grounded.

My feelings on the rat race? Withdraw your entry fee and don’t run that race. All it is ..is a bunch of lemmings headed towards a cliff. You are exactly where you are supposed to be at the moment. Comparing yourself to others or beating yourself up with I “should have done this, or I should have done that” is a self defeating behavior. Be your own best friend.