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Old Apr 25, 2018, 09:06 AM
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I have been under a lot of stress lately.

Got up this morning to take my heart meds and noticed I hadn't taken anything for Tuesday and Wednesday-- I thought today was Thursday.

So I took my meds for today (Wednesday) but have zero recollection of Tuesday. Nothing stands out for me. I have an alarm on my phone for pill times so I don't forget, but can't remember it going off, or shutting it off.

I don't know if it is the stress/anxiety, the xanax, or the depressive cycle. Frankly, the stress I am experiencing is really too much. My eye won't stop twitching/spasming. There is no end in sight. The one private pdoc is booking new appointments in December.

Grrrr.
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