Hi Brooklyniebee. I honestly don't believe there's anything to be afraid of. Sorry you're struggling with this, though. Does it help you to know that dying is as natural as being born? Yes, it is. Think of all the billions of people down through the centuries, no one even remembers their names, who came and went like clouds of vapor. It's normal. Even little babies have passed away. We all have to leave the Earth sooner or later, just as the tides or the seasons change. It's normal!