I find myself trapped in a large farm house, it's dark and the windows are dirty so very little light is exposed. I always end up on the second floor walking down a narrow hallway coming up from a spiral stair case. I feel like someone is following me but I don't turn around. I'm anxious but I keep going like someone else is in control of my body.
I come to the end of the hall and there are two doors on either side of the hallway. I look out the window and I can see trees and tall grass, I think it's beautiful but a the door to the left opens and I hear someone walking up behind.
Its dark so I can't see very well but I go into the room, in the room it's even darker in this room. Theres a small metal bunk bed on the far end of the room with one small mattress on the bottom bunk and a desk looking out the window. I hear the noise getting louder, and I'm scared. I can't speak or scream for help no matter how hard I try. I won't go into the closet, or hide under the bed but want to hide but now I'm trapped.
I sit on the bed, it's dirty and stiff but familar, in fact the house is too.
I try to scream again, but I can't breathe.
The door opens and all the light goes out.
I can feel the heavness, I feel like I can't breathe, I panic.
I feel like I can see someone but all I can see is darkness-- the face is never clear.
I feel cold.
I thrash, and sometimes I get away.
Sometimes I don't and wake up.
When I get away I'm running blind. Like a running through a tunnel, it's too dark but I run like I know the way out, like I know where I'm going but I don't think I'll get away.
And I don't. I feel hands grabbing my ankles and I fall in dirt.
Not carpet, not on a floor, dirt.
I try to scream for help, but nothing comes out.
I feel like I can see a face but I never remember what it looks like.
Then out of no where I see a huge oak tree with a tire swing and I wake up.

Sometimes it's so intense I vomit, sometimes I wake up crying, sometimes I can't breathe.
I've had the same dream so many times and for so long I know whats coming but I can't stop myself.
I've tried taking little steps to tell myself im dreaming, like looking at my hands. Or my feet but I can't break the cycle of this dream.

I don't feel like it's a very deep dream or anything but it's terrifying.