I agree. You are entering into the realm of harassment or worse, stalking. You need to end this dangerous obsession. Yes, that's what it is. It's not a crush anymore, it's become a full blown obsession.

You even see fit to demonize her, call her a psychopath over this whole ordeal. I know that rejection is very hard, especially once you've gone from innocent crush, to full on obsession. I was in this very situation. It gave me a complete and total mental breakdown.

Here, this article helped me so immensely and I was finally able to move on from my obsession for good. Give it a read.

https://psychcentral.com/blog/learni...ys-to-move-on/

She IS a psychopath. People can call me intelligent yet not trust me when I say such words, not even considering I am intelligent enough to check for evidence over the net to see the TRUTH
That word even came out of of my mouth intuitively when I vented about it with an acquaintance, and that was BEFORE I checked sources!

And DON’T! give me the “doesn’t mean it really is that way”, otherwise leave because you (general you, nothing personal) don’t trust me

My family doesn’t care. The only thing my father said was “So you fell for it”
My mother was completely apathetic