It depends on one's life goals and opportunities.... Having a job and providing for myself isn't not an option. Life has its ways and rules I must follow. I am not saying it was better if these rules didn't exist...

I appreciate the "luck" and the opportunities I had in life that brought me where I am. Specially when the job market is so tight and competitive and I don't have what it takes for a hard fight. But there are many test ahead still.