Been a member of a few clubs but I really just lost interest. I was too tired to move yesterday, after morning yoga and just slept it out.
Been up since 5:30 AM today, when the pain said that my sleep time was ended.
Today has been wild. I was talking with D, a female I'm now obviously still hopelessly desirous of, even though I thought I wasn't. She just draws me in by being her and doesn't even know she's doing it. She wasn't flirting at all. It's her telling her stories. I want to hear them all. I brought a laptop she's never seen work before home with me and will be returning it to her, hopefully in working condition. I was there for hours and it felt like fifteen minutes. During this time, two other ladies were messaging me, both friends, but still. One of those two is a very new friend and difficult to keep up with and super-strange and interesting. The other has been a friend longer and we message so regularly sometimes I wish she had been my wife so I'd have had someone that attentive. I sometimes went days while married and she never spoke more than to fuss about work, at me, not to.
That probably all came out all wrong and at least one of them stands a chance at seeing this. Oh well, full disclosure anyways