((((((((( Cryingontheinside ))))))))

I’m so sorry this has happened. I agree with starrysky, it’s good that you’re taking personal responsibility for your actions (and this is something some who .. maybe should know “better” often don’t do..) but please be especially gentle with yourself. I’m thinking of you and I admire your love for your daughters (from someone.. whose parents (with all their “privileges” and “high?” self esteem?) weren’t that “great” at loving.. the greatest gift you can give anyone)