Hi De Me ,,, Does sound like the med thing ,, I felt like a stone [ no emotions at all ] So what I did was came off the meds and figured I would deal with the emo stuff as it came >>>> Sometimes not fun at all <<<<<.

But I got to thinking ,,, You talked about food ,,, Here is the craziest thing I could think of :

First go to store and buy some different creme filled doughnuts or eclairs ,,, A couple cans of whipped cream ,,, Some straw berries and bannanas maybe ,,, >>>>> Now cover your kitchen in plastic ,,,,, EVERYTHING !!!!!

Now You and Boyfriend have a FOOD FIGHT !!! Then ROFLOL .......

And even if you don't do this ,,,,,,,,,,,, Just the thought should bring a chuckle . .

Also I find it refreshing to just face the sun and warm my face . Take Care . Have FUN where you find it .