I heard from the benefits people for PIP on tuesday that they have received the assessor's report for my f2f assessment and I requested they send me a copy.It will give me some idea whether I got enough points to qualify for PIP.I am extremely anxious and could have another four weeks to wait for the actual decision.My anxiety is so high about this.I am all alone and have no support my family don't care or understand what I am going through it is not them will have to go without...they are narcissists anyway so won't give a ****.

I keep trying to keep calm but the fear is through the roof.I am feeling 100% certain they are going to try and stop my benefit and I will have to go to court,I am very very scared.I am sorry you have all supported me and helped me to not worry but here I am scared and worried again.I can't help it it goes out of my control,tonight especially I have a great deal of fear and anxiety.I just need to know what they will do the waiting is killing me.