Marylin,
I truly get how w worried you are but worrying won't help you get benefits. Try hard to know there is nothing more you can do right now. Worrying just zaps your energy and you may be worrying over nothing. You could be successful and you will have wasted this time worrying over nothing. Please be kind to your mind. I know what it is like when overdrive hits. Try to d o things that involve using your senses. It w ill help break the thought process if only for 30 seconds at a time. You can handle this!!