Good to see you! Sending positive vibes on the Lamictal. Please be gentle with yourself. You are NOT a failure or any such thing! It's all too easy to have the mind run amok with that kind of thinking when you're in a fragile place. But it's just messing with you, because in truth you are capable and strong. It's just going to take some time to "feel" it. But that's ok. It's in there.

Don't get too far ahead of yourself with worry. One step at a time. We're here.