Thank you guys for responding, I honestly had NO clue that there was such a thing medication that can subdue nightmares. I'll certainly have to check into that because this has been a problem for years.
This is just one of my recurring nightmares, but this one tends to happen more often.
As for the possibly of a repressed memory I have no idea. I can't recall but a handful of memories from ages 6 to 15 and only a few things like smells or objects. And before six I have absolutely none, I don't think that's all that abnormal. I wouldn't say I was abused but I was certainly neglected.
In my early teenage years and all through my mid twenties yes, abuse has been a normal occurance but that I don't believe is relavant to this dream since it's been happening longer then the abuse.
Bleh, it's confusing to think about and the funny part is the more I sit and try to dwell on it the farther I get from it and it feels like I'm in a movie or something. It's hard for me to really sit and think on all this because it all just gets more and more hazy. Blehh.