I think to know what are you talking about.... Yesterday I was sitting on my bad, my head empty but still full of pain. I thought huors about my loneliness, and hours again... And I wanted to scream loudly and cry, but I could not. I tried to stay busy (I had my shower, I ordered my room...). But still. Agony.
But today is another day. I want to stay quiet and have fun with my boyfriend...he has to undergo an ultrasound, and I must stand by him.