Something good has to happen this year, right? Last year, was pretty much all ****. Year before that was the same.

It's like, I start to believe that I can get back on my feet and that I can work hard to become someone a little less pathetic. I believe it just for a little while and then **** decides to hit the fan. So is life, right? But I just want with everything that I have, for all that is holy in this screwed up world, to have a moment of peace. Just... just one good thing, you know?

I just want to breathe guys, that's all I want.