I'm angry! One of my physical problems is suddenly feeling weak. It's not a panic attack I don't think. I thought it had to do with blood sugar or blood pressure. My stress test was normal, and so is blood sugar. The gabapentin makes me tired, and allergist just switched me to Allegra instead of Zyrtec. I'm on warfarin for the blood clot. Allergist thinks I should get a chest x-ray. My PCP ignored that and asked, on the medical email I use, what I thought about seeing a psychiatrist.

Maybe I'm overreacting because T suggested the same thing. But I tried antidepressants and they made me shaky! I can't take certain ones with warfarin. I hate them!!!

The weakness is not anxiety, and neither is the sciatica. Maybe some is from stress but I think it's the meds. I didn't like the pdoc I saw. All he wanted to do was give me things like Valium, Zoloft, and Ambien.

I emailed T for the third time today. I really want to call but it's too late. I'm a wreck but I need to try to sleep. I don't want antidepressants!!!