Hi DP 2017,
I think probably most of us have felt that way at sometime or another…
I came from an extremely abusive background—and in my earlier years I definitely struggled with not feeling worthy of love. I had lots of therapy—and it made a world of difference.
When your best friend tells you, she loves you—she is telling you her experience of you—and you are seeing it through your lens of ‘unlovable.’ And you are discounting how she feels.
If you don’t love you—then how could you believe anyone else would?
I invite you to find help/ways/roads to you loving yourself.
Sounds like you are working on it—and that is a good thing. I wish you well in this journey…