I appreciate your concern WC. I am also concerned about decompensating with my son at home and if that happens I would want him to leave since the situation is not good for my long term health. I can't discuss these thoughts with anyone since I would be labelled paranoid for doing so. I do need to protect myself from destabilization so maybe the thing to do is just to withdraw and certainly not let my son know that I am even concerned about that. I really do feel trapped.