Hi there,

It sounds like maybe inconsistency in your treatment plus alcohol use might be part of the problem you're having getting a treatment to work. It's hard on your body to go on and off prescriptions and alcohol can interact with your treatment in unforeseen ways, not to mention it can interfere with your sleep cycles and can be hard on your mental health in general - especially with consistent use. What is it about alcohol that helps you? Is it the sedative properties? Maybe you can use that as a clue to what it is you are needing and find a healthier substitute or more appropriate prescription.

Wishing you luck and health. <3