How do I cope with these feelings of suicide?
I'm trying to cope, I've had a good couple of days recently, but today has been hard.... my pains are back and bad!, thought my tablets were working... I've given up all hope
I've been throwing up and shaking badly cause of the pain and my heads now spinning like mad and im curled up on my bed under a blanket still shaking a bit . The pains eased a bit but it comes back again I'm gonna phone the doc in the morning but I'm just getting really fed up. Why won't it stop? When am I gonna have a normal life? How am I meant to go out and make friends and socialize and get over the depression when I can't even get out of my ****** house?

Worst thing is, I KNOW there are people that are worse off than me... also know that I shouldn't feel guilty for how I am, but I can't help it.
I don't know what to do anymore... my boyfriend and mum tell me to be strong, but i can't!

a very depressed molly