I had a mini breakdown today,crying,rang crisis line I felt suicidal and that I didn't have the energy or strength to go on.A bloke on the other end of the phone calmed me down,He said wait for the decision and challenge it meanwhile you are still getting paid so you can appeal if need be don't worry so much.My mum said she will support me and won't let me go hungry or not pay my bills,so I am going to try and keep positive.I am emotionally shook up and drained so need to rest today ,it's saturday, write my letter of complain over the next few days and send it on wednesday.