Not me. I'm equally the most 'real' I get with my drumming folks and with t. I hate that I'm not more 'real' in life. Oh wait. It's not that I ever feel like I'm not real as in I don't exist, I mean that like, there's a larger measure of hiding who I really am outside of therapy/drumming circles.

Of course, I'm still trying to figure out who the 'real me' is half the time. Which could be part of the problem.