I really do miss coming here and sending messages and going to chat. But it just got to a point a few months ago where it kind of was making me a little sicker because I wasn't ready for some things. But now I am and I still don't think I will show my face in chat well because chat rooms are not a good thing for me at all. But I am going to try to make it around the forums a little more than I have been lately. Well I just wanted to tell everyone that and to tell you all that you are all very special and special to me as well. I wanted to let you know my reasons for not being around lately was not because of anyone, just me. But I am going to show my face around here a little more again. thank you everyone and I want to say I do care.

Jennifer