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Apr 28, 2018, 04:01 PM
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Member Since: Apr 2014
Location: Home
Posts: 8,406
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Well, I'm up here once again visiting my parents. My mom and I went out this morning and went to breakfast then spent like 5 hours shopping. For that 5 hours, I managed to be positive and pleasant and talk to people and fight all my social anxiety, etc.
But at a certain point I started to fade. At about 1pm I told my mom I was starting to burn out. She was too so we finished shopping and headed home.
Thing is, we planned to go to dinner tonight and now I have two problems. I'm not actually hungry (we're at the restaurant now) and I have like no energy and no feeling to be sociable. I'm trying to stay positive and not let my social anxiety get the best of me.
I know visiting here, even though I enjoy it, it also makes me super depressed.
Blah, I'm just struggling to keep to my positive attitude I've had the past week and feel good about myself and not be super judgmental.
Seesaw
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Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder
Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia.
Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien
Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less...
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