omg. our session was at 4. i didn't go. it came and went. she didn't call. she didn't email me back. i'm falling apart. i don't think i've ever hated her this much. if i didn't need her so much i wouldn't be so mad right now. i'm just at a loss. now she's ignoring the fact that i'm so upset. i can't believe she didn't call me when i didn't show up. is she going to? is she really going to let it go forever? i'm so sad. what am i supposed to do now? please give me advice. i'm so lost...