So t, what did you mean by "we're on the right track" when we were discussing the rather uncomfortable ones of my feelings for you? I'm so grateful that finally came up and I'm not hiding them from myself anymore, but knowing consciously that they're there now has answered some questions for me, and stepped me up to another level of questions! Grrr! And now I have to wait two weeks to talk about this again! Oh well. I need to develop my 'holding things for myself" muscles anyway.