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Originally Posted by cryingontheinside
I'm sorry that your mum and friend are not supporting you right now . We are here . We care and we want to listen .
I'm not sure what advice to give you about where to live . Only you can decide what is best for you in that situation , although it doesn't seem like you have a lot of choices which must be really stressful . Why are you having to leave where you live now ?
I don't have the best relationship with my dad either . I know he loves me but he puts me down and tells me off non stop . It would be hard to live with him if I had to. You said the house has many triggers for you , that sounds like it's going to be a real struggle .
I don't have any friends to tell how I'm feeling. My dad makes me feel worse so I can't tell him . My mum is helping a tiny bit in her own little way just to text me and ask me how I am but it isn't enough . I guess I'm going to have to rely on myself more . I need to reach out to the professionals again . Try and get some help for myself . We can help each other though maybe if that is possible .
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I'll give my mom this, she really does try to support me and help when she can. There are just things that she'll never understand.
I'm having to leave where I am currently because the owner is kicking myself and my roommates out. She has health issues and doesn't want the stress of having people live in her house. Both of my roommates are going other places and all of us plan on saving up so we can live with each other again (next time with my fiance living with us).
I'm sorry you have no one you can open up to in real life. It gets rough and really lonely. And yeah, my dad does the same with me. Sucks because all I've ever really wanted was a good relationship with my dad where I can talk to him about stuff, and we were like that for a little while after he quit drinking, but then it went right back to normal.
Feel free to PM me whenever you want/need. I'll be here. Maybe that'd be a good idea for the both of us. Thank you