I hide. I curl up in the farthest corner of her sofa and make a barricade of throw pillows around me. It's like my own little fortress where I can hide. The more worked up I am, the more pillows I use. I avoid eye contact and counts books on the bookshelf instead. My hands are constantly moving, either tugging on my sleeves, using my fidget cube, drawing/coloring, or playing with the pillows....sitting still is not an option. I used to constantly feel ready to run but thankfully that has passed, now I'm ok with just hiding.