You're right. So sorry you are going through all of this. I'm old, everything fell apart after my late husband died 19 years ago. I have old trauma and depression issues, too, that I don't think therapists have known what to do to help me with and so I mostly just try to take things easy, doing the minimum to get by, sometimes not even that. I can't even imagine trying to cope with all the stuff you're dealing with.

So sorry about your medical school. The drug test is really unreasonable and, I think, a violation of your rights. Don't they get it? Hope you can find a way to fight their requirements and educate them about mental illness. Maybe that's not something you want to take on, with everything else you are dealing with, but it is something, it seems to me, that may be needed.