I'm feeling more and more like a failure, as days go by... I don't like my school, I'm not sure I can do it, but it seems like I have other choice, I'm stuck. Therapy isn't helping so much because I feel I can't be totally honest.

And the worst part is that it's all my fault - I'm doing all of this to myself, no one else is. Why do I have to be so stupid and incompetent? Why can't I be better? I deserve everything that's coming to me, I feel like I don't even have the right to complain. I'm sorry I have disappointed everyone