That’s kind of an impossible question to answer. No one can really open up someone’s heart shine a flashlight in there and say “ok I see you blew your happiness fuse. I’ll just pop in a new one and your good to go.” The way I see it your focus has become quite narrow. That happens in mental illness. All we see is a long tunnel of pain, sadness, frustration, the wrongs others have done us. That’s all we see. It’s like stumbling around in a house of horrors and trying to find the door. The door is there.