Why blame others for how I feel? That's as logical as me blaming a doctor for me having cancer. The doctor can treat it, he can work his *** off trying to keep me alive, but if the cancer kills me, then it kills me. It's not his fault nor incompetence.

What I've been through, what I still go through every single day of my life has nothing to do with the people who fight like hell to keep me alive. All except for one simple fact: They are worth me continuing to try.

Everyone has their own story, their own motivation to keep going and I sure as hell don't speak for everyone. For me, it's the other people.