I'm not sure what is going on with me. I do and have had moments where I have forgotten what I was doing, driving, it typically happens when I am super stressed. I do not see things, I don't necessarily "hear" things like someone sitting in front of me and speaking to me. It's more like Different thoughts in my head, but VERY, VERY loud and they have their own tone, verbiage, etc. I am not paranoid, I don't think anyone is following me or anything like that (Schizophrenia) . I just always saw myself as a very multifaceted person. I have times where I enjoy certain things, then the next day I have absolutely interest or I think why would I like that or do that. It's like that with foods and smells as well. The noise in my head and what I mean is the different voices, with the different personalities is what is bugging me because I do not understand it. I have noticed or made an attempt to try to listen and pay attention to see if this is just my conscious (Self) or something else. It's something else because it's not using "I" when I hear it.. Example... I am going into the kitchen. I hear it with a different tone , You should go into the kitchen, or You need to do this, or you really don't like A, B, or C. Does this make sense? I have always wondered what this is. It seems to be getting worse and honestly I am afraid to say anything to anyone that I know including my spouse.
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